It's been a while

Sometimes there are just days and days when you wonder when it's just going to be over. Not because it's traumatic, because it's IRRITATING. But, ya know....have patience, be thankful. God..is annoying and love-able....and......annoyingly correct...........

 I need to stop trying to do God's job. I can't fix broken people. I can't put relationships from my past back to the way they were. God knows that plans that He has for me and they're not there to do me harm. Or them. So I'm going to be thankful. For His choices, for my family. ALL of them, and thankful for His enduring patience with me cuz sometimes I feel like I'm just not worth the effort. But I am. Clearly, or there wouldn't be any discipline in the form of annoying sickness, and confrontations, and mental fatigue, and learning. So yeah, Thanks to the one to whom they are due. (whom...i think that's right)